Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I had such an amazing week. I wondered how it would be to go on vacation just a week after our loss and really it was the best thing I could have done. I laughed and played and laughed harder and played harder. It was perfect.

And now I'm home. And today, I just want to cry. I don't want to unpack. I don't want to cook or shower or clean or eat or be awake. I know I will get through this the same way I did last time. But I also know that there is no use trying to stop the tears. So today I let them come.

9 comments:

Nic said...

I love you McKenna!!!!!

Lali Johnson said...

Love you McKenna!!! Virtual Hugs!!!

I'm glad you had a good vacation!

Megan said...

Vacations are the best therapy. I just experienced the same relief. If only they could last forever! You're in my prayers. Love you!

Tara said...

McKenna...I finally shared with my mom that I had a miscarriage before getting pregnant with Olaya...it was good to finally tell someone about that baby besides my hubby and Bishop. I still mourn the loss of that child and wonder....oh do I wonder....sending you my love and strength. Can't wait to meet my child in the next life.

Tabitha said...

Just want you to know that I ♥ you and I think you are amazing. Muah!

Jason and Bri said...

Am sorry Mckenna but ya I agree let the tears come. Feel the emotion. Am sorry girl, I feel for you and am thinking of you. Glad you got some vacation and played and laughed, that was probably way good!

Sara said...

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Prayers and love.

Jobi Niu said...

McKenna!! I LOVE YOU!! I miss you. I'll pray for you. Hang in there. You're AMAZING. Text me!! Call me!! Anything. xoxox

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