Wednesday, December 16, 2009

:(

Woke up super excited to see or hear our little one today. Found out the baby didn't make it. That's all I can really say about it right now. I'm going to go cry some more.

32 comments:

The Brandt Clan Fam! said...

McKenna, I am so sorry to hear such sad news. I love you.

The Lewis Family said...

Our prayers will be with you.
~C

Lali Johnson said...

oh McKenna, I'm SO sorry. I love you.

Sara said...

My heart hurts for you.

Take care of yourself.

Josh and Tiff said...

Mckenna! I'm so, so sorry to hear that. I don't know what you're going through, but I know this must be extremely difficult. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! Love you!

camille said...

Mckenna, i am so sorry. There are no words. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. Sending my love...

Scimber said...

oh man, I am so sorry! Let me know if you need to chat or anything. :(

The Larson Family said...

I am so sorry to hear that McKenna. You and your family will be in my prayers.

Abete and Tara Batini said...

Oh McKenna if I could reach you-I would just hold you and cry with you. I have felt the loss of a pregnancy and it is a dark, lonely place to be (at least for me). The world went on and no one ever knew that for a brief time there was a life here. I knew this spirit was here and then as quickly as it had entered my life, it was gone. The physical pain was bad enough but the emotional carried on for a while. I wish I could say it goes away completely. Yet, even with this baby 12 weeks away I think about what that child would be doing now. I was sad on the due date and felt an absence in my arms that I could not really share with anyone. I LOVE YOU!!! Your Father in Heaven loves you. One day I will be reunited with that special spirit and I await that day with faith. I could not talk about my loss with family. I hope you can. For me the hardest part was not acknowledging her/his brief time here on Earth. Hold to your testimony. Hold your children. Cry whenever you need to. Laugh when you can. Oh my sweet friend. I will cry with you. All my love!!!

Megan said...

Oh McKenna, I'm so sorry. I'm sending my love and prayers your way. The Lord will bless you for your faith during this trial. I love you and your Heavenly Father loves you.

r said...

I am so devastated for you. I can't imagine how hard that would be. I'm praying for you and your family. Hang in there!

aubrey said...

Aww McKenna, so sorry to heat this. Prayers for comfort for you and your lovely family.

Bugs said...

:( That is sad news.
'Going to go cry some more' that's what I did. You are in our prayers.

Randi said...

Oh McKenna....
I'm so sorry.

Erin and Family said...

you're in our prayers mckenna & your sweet family too. we love you. call whenever you need too.

Kylee Clark said...

McKenna. I too can share in this sad time. My heart feels for you.
A bath and a good cry help. It wont fix it but it helps. Give your other two sweethearts a good hug. My thoughts are with you, When I lost our baby I cried for days straight. I wanted to call you today and had your number but I got a new phone and I dont have it anymore. Please email it to me again.

Love always
Kylee

Jason & Kelli West said...

McKenna I am so sorry to hear that! That is never fun news. Cry as much and as long as you need to.

Liz Goble said...

I'm glad you have lots of friends who are able to articulate their support for you - because all I can think is, "no, no, no, no, no." And although I wish we were closer so I could be there for you - I don't think I would be very helpful as I would probably just curl up on the bed/couch/floor with you and cry. I am so sorry!

Linda @ Craftaholics Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to hear that. You will be in my prayers and thoughts.
Linda

Mandi said...

McKenna I'm so so sorry to hear about this. Cry and cry and get it all out! The Lord will listen to you and comfort you. I am here and will keep you in my prayers. i wish i were closer so i could give you HUGS!!! Hugs from Vegas. I love you!

Dusti said...

Mckenna I am so so sorry,Im crying right now with you. I don't know what it feels like but I have had many good friends go through this you are not alone and theres only one person who TRULY knows the pain your going through. talk to him he will ease your suffering through the gift of the atonement. I love you and my prayers are with you as well. one more thing..remember it was not your fault. don't let guilt set in. thats the "other" side working against you. God has a plan.

Denise said...

I am so, so sorry. I've been there. Crying is good. Take care of you. ((hugs))

Annie said...

That just makes my heart hurt. i am so sorry to hear it. i couldn't imagine what it would be like to have to go through that. Just know that you will be able to hold that child someday.

The Salisbury's said...

Mckenna and Jason
Iam so so so sorry, I know the ache and pain that you are feeling, I to have been through such a sad thing, know Iam here and if you have question you would like to know or how I dealt with it please know you can ask me, I still think about my little angel that is in heaven, I cryed for a good week and that is okay, cry if you need to let it out, talk to your bishop cause I know mine made me feel better, I will keep you in my prayers again Iam sooooooooo sorry..
Ashlee Ence Salisbury

The McKell Family said...

Oh I am so sorry! I am keeping you guys in my prayers!

Jeannette said...

Words dont describe how my heart aches for you right now. My sister has endured countless lost pregnancies, one of which she carried for 5 months. It was so hard to see her go through what she did, and Im so sorry you have go through it yourself. Ive seen her though come through the other end and has a stronger testimony of the gospel and knows without a doubt that FAMILIES ARE FOREVER. Know that you have so many people praying for you and that love you dearly, including your Heavenly Father. Lots of Love:)

KasiaJ said...

I'm so sorry. I don't even know what else to say, I'm just so sorry that this happened and that you have to go through this. You are loved.

Nic said...

I am so sorry! Love you!

Jason and Bri said...

Mckenna that is really sad, i could never imagine. Our prayers and thoughts are with you!!

Tiffany said...

so sorry to hear of your news. you're in my prayers.

Burgon Fam said...

oh I am so sorry...I too just miscarried...day before thanksgiving...although i was not as far along...my heart goes out to you....and you will be in my thougts and prayers!

Breeann said...

There really isnt anything that I could say to comfort you...just know you are loved and that families are eternal. Turn to the Lord and he will get you through this. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.